When Payton begins seeing her school counselor, she’s reluctant. Why would she need to get help? Her father’s the one who has been diagnosed with multiple sclerosis and he and her mother have been keeping it a secret from her. How dare they! Payton’s only reacting how anyone who has had such a secret kept from them would: she’s not talking to them. Not acknowledging it.
Yet, there’s something in her counselor’s suggestion to keep a focus journal that appeals to Payton. She’s a bit of an obsessive organizer and perfectionist, so maybe focusing attention on one object not related to her at all might help. So she chooses the thing that’s always been in front of her but to which she’s never paid attention: the back of Sean Griswold’s head.
Of course, this wouldn’t be a story about Payton’s working through her problems via the back of some guy’s head if there wasn’t a little crushing involved. It seems natural when you spend hours every week thinking about this random guy’s head you’d begin doing a little more investigating. Then you’d be following them. And maybe you’d be really liking him. Oh, Payton.
Sean Griswold’s Head is the kind of story we need once in a while: Payton’s dealing with a very challenging life event, but it’s not really her event. Rather, it’s her father, and the fact of the matter is, he and her mother have tried to shield Payton from it. As readers, we side with Payton on the issue, knowing that not being honest about this is wrong. It impacts her more than if they’d been honest about the situation. But the truth of the matter is this isn’t really Payton’s issue. It affects her, certainly, but the reason mom and dad keep it from her is because this particular aspect of the story isn’t hers, and it shouldn’t be. What Leavitt’s done is set the ground for the story about Payton to play out — the one about her navigating a family challenge while also coming to terms with who she is as a person, and what she wants in her own life. A lot of stories that tackle teens and ill/unstable parents focus too much on the parents and not enough on the teen, but this one gets it right. The set up is very smart and smooth.
The issues are dealt with in a realistic, 15-year-old manner. Payton’s got a great head on her shoulders, and she has a sense of humor that carries readers through the ups and downs of her father’s illness and her working through her focus journal. We’re right there as she experiences some pretty horrific-to-see events happen to her father (though note that these are done exceedingly well and in a manner that’s not scary to readers) and while she does the funny stuff that teen girls do when they want to get to know a guy better (she stalks him but in a not-creepy kinda way). We’re laughing right along with Payton but we know that despite her strong attitude on the outside and her ability to make light of so many situations, she’s got deeper feelings going on inside and she’s working hard toward acknowledging them and figuring out how to work with them.
In addition to dealing with her father and Sean, Payton’s also worried a bit about her friendship with Jac. At the beginning, they’re as close as possible, but when things in Payton’s life begin to change with her father and she tells Jac about her focus project, things become a little unwieldy in their friendship. I thought Leavitt did a great job highlighting how friendships ebb and flow, particularly in high school. Although Payton and Jac bicker, they come back together as they should. The addition of a boy in the story is simply a small thing they surmount together, and he does not ultimately change their friendship nor does he change who Payton is as a character. This is exceedingly important, I think, in a world of books where boys too often change the core of who the female character is.
Some of the other things I liked about this book were the smooth pace, and both the story and character arcs are realistic. The prose isn’t chunky or clunky, and the writing itself is pretty good. Payton has a great voice in the story, and she’s self-aware without being self-aware — which she has to be to understand the value that a focus journal has in helping her work through the tough stuff in her life. The book’s also clean, meaning you could easily hand this to a middle school reader and not worry about language, drugs/alcohol, or sex. Some of the stuff with her father might be a little over the heads of some readers that young, but for those who have had family members dealing with physical challenges like this, it will all make perfect sense. Likewise, I thought the way the romance played out with Sean was sweet in a first-boyfriend kind of way. It ties together with what her father’s going through in the end, and I quite liked that. I’m purposely being vague because how these things come together is smart and yet, it doesn’t change the core of who Payton is.
While I liked this book, I didn’t get enough resolution with Payton’s father and I’m not certain I buy that Payton herself has completely come to terms with what this all means for her as a character. I’d have liked a little more of how this plays out. I’m afraid this might make the book a little forgettable for me personally as a reader. I know it will stick with other readers far longer, but for me, there wasn’t quite enough to hold on to. This is, however, the kind of book I think will make an excellent book talk title because it will certainly resonate with readers who have experienced similar situations.
Pass this one along to fans of realistic, clean fiction and though I don’t usually limit my readership by gender, I think this book will have stronger appeal for females than males, given the role Payton’s relationship with Sean has in the story. I’d give this to fans of Sarah Dessen, Siobhan Vivian, or Jenny Han pretty easily. It reminded me a bit of Han’s Shug and so your younger readers of that kind of fiction will certainly like Sean Griswold’s Head.