A few months back, I reviewed Jandy Nelson’s The Sky is Everywhere and while it wasn’t my favorite read, it’s one that has really stuck with me. I find myself thinking about Lennie quite a bit and I think about the way that Nelson weaved the different poetic elements into the book.
Fortunately, fans of Nelson’s book will find a heck of a lot to enjoy in Conrad Wesselhoeft’s forthcoming debut Adios, Nirvana, which could be easily seen as sort of the male side of loss.
Ever since Jonathan’s twin brother Telly (short for Telemachus, which isn’t his real name) died, he’s been a wreck. He can’t get himself together, and everything for which he once had passion he has forgotten about. Jonathan was last year’s Best Young Poet in Washington, but this year he hardly shows up to class, let alone write poetry or perform music on his guitar. He’s on a fast track to repeating his junior year of high school until the principal offers him an ultimatum: write the life story of a local World War II vet, David, who lives in a local hospice. Obviously, Jonathan’s thrilled with this idea, especially given the fact he’ll have to deal with more death than he’d like to, but as he embarks on this trip with David, he comes to really better understand himself and better understand the importance of loss and tragedy in developing a sense of self.
Adios, Nirvana is raw. Jonathan is a foul mouthed teen boy but one who you absolutely cannot help but love throughout the story. He is a poet and a song writer, and throughout the book, we are greeted with some of his poetry and the vast knowledge he has of writers and literature. Jonathan’s been working on his own version of what could be considered a combination of Walt Whitman’s “Leaves of Grass,” Ezra Pound’s “Cantos,” and Jack Kerouac’s “Choruses”: he call is a Chaos. Through these chaoses, we get a deeper look into the way the loss of his brother has really influenced his behavior and how he sees himself as an artist.
Wesselhoeft’s debut is well-paced, but it begs to be read slowly. The use of poetry throughout helps make this happen, as we are forced in particular to listen to the words David shares with us about his experience in the war. And despite Jonathan’s reluctance and downright refusal to partake in such a depressing project, deep down, he loves it. David is an utter inspiration to him, and as we progress through the story, he becomes what Jonathan maybe hopes to become. I won’t go further in explaining how something that David says ends up being what helps guide his apprentice through the end of his junior year.
This book will have wide appeal, particularly to male readers. Fans of Nelson’s story will find a lot to love here, as this is another story of loss and deep grief. However, this story contains stronger language, as well as many instances of drugs and alcohol, so if those are of concern, this might not be the best readalike for The Sky is Everywhere. However, fans of realistic fiction and of strong and smart male characters and of stories with a strong basis in writing or in music will have a lot to enjoy here, and quite frankly, Jonathan’s going to be one of those characters like Lennie for me: I’ll be spending a long time thinking about what happened to him in the future and what he’d be up to now.
* Review copy picked up at BEA and available on netgalley.com